there are strange noises
coming from the depths of darkness.
there is a chill in the air.
i reach for your hand,
wait for your warm touch.

but it is dark.
and i cannot see
that it is your angry eyes that make the world go dark.
and your icy words that cause the chill.

i know i promised
to swim until the waters sink me.
but at that time,
i did not know
that the sun in the horizon
never really meets the ocean.