since when is it ok to surrender? since when is it permitted to doubt? since when is it unacceptable to listen or try to understand?
the difficult part, like always, is not to arrive on that fabled beautiful deserted island, with that fabled someone special. the difficult part is to figure out how to return. because you burnt all those bridges. even those infamous fabled ones.
i can't go forward. i can't return.
i can't leave. and i can't stay.
if i say i've learnt my lesson,
you will only go on to teach me another one.